It is suppose to be a time for family right? Well most of my family is 450 miles away and even if I was with them I am the queen of anti-social. I can't even talk to my family. I never know how to start a conversation with people unless it is stupid things or sex. Those conversations always are fun at the time right.
There is always the fact that I can't remember anything personally unless it is drilled into my sad little brain.
I have little to talk about.
I want so badly to be thin, happy, a mother, popular and have friends and I always wonder why when I truly know. I am not thin because I am lazy. Not happy because I never reach my goals, mother well that is nature, popular because I am anti-social, have friends well the former applies.
