Many of us have dreams that we have not realized. Most of the time they are small things that we can let fall by the way side without a worry or care. I have three that I can not let go.
The first being silly. I had always wanted to be a cheerleader. I know that ship is long passed but that was one thing I wish I would have worked harder on. Well boo.
The next two I can still achieve the first is a career that I can survive on if I am ever alone. A career that I can move back to california with and not worry of money and can get my own place. Where I am now the little I make is enough to get by but not in frankly any where else in the country.
The last is super obvious to be thin, ok not tiny but to not have to worry that I cam not going to fit in my clothes and to never have that day of crying because I can't get may favorite pants buttoned or my chest is to big for a shirt. I need to do this. I would this is a little redundent but it is just something that I have dreams of since high school. I just never find the drive or support that I need I hope this time it is better. I have decided I do not need others. I will do this on my own and will not let others pull me down!
I will succeed!
13.10.10
12.10.10
The wedding! No not mine
My cousin is engaged yay! I am so happy for her but the second thing that went threw my head after yay is oh crap I am going to look like a whale in those wedding pictures. I looked like one at my other cousin's quince. I know I can't handle it again.
First I went into insta weight loss mode. Thinking of how I need to loose weight fast and needed to go on a crazy diet. Now I know that is stupid and I have more than a year to get my long lost flat stomach and size 6 frame.
I have already started to on the right track using tweet what you eat to ensure I am honest with myself. I realize that I need to eat better food and that I don't eat a lot, yet still I am over weight.
That brings me to my second step I need to get on working out. I tried Insanity and found that the cardio I can do the running my calves will not.
This is going to be a trial by fire. I plan on 6 months to lose 60 lbs. My next work out plan is hip hop abs. (I have done P90X a while ago but I do not have the equipment for that right now) I like Shawn T and hop this will be a good beginning to help my calves so I can go back to Insanity!
As for diet I am going the lowered carbs.. Now so much Atkins just cutting out sweets and white flours and starches.
This is it. I am doing it! Why not come along for the ride?
First I went into insta weight loss mode. Thinking of how I need to loose weight fast and needed to go on a crazy diet. Now I know that is stupid and I have more than a year to get my long lost flat stomach and size 6 frame.
I have already started to on the right track using tweet what you eat to ensure I am honest with myself. I realize that I need to eat better food and that I don't eat a lot, yet still I am over weight.
That brings me to my second step I need to get on working out. I tried Insanity and found that the cardio I can do the running my calves will not.
This is going to be a trial by fire. I plan on 6 months to lose 60 lbs. My next work out plan is hip hop abs. (I have done P90X a while ago but I do not have the equipment for that right now) I like Shawn T and hop this will be a good beginning to help my calves so I can go back to Insanity!
As for diet I am going the lowered carbs.. Now so much Atkins just cutting out sweets and white flours and starches.
This is it. I am doing it! Why not come along for the ride?
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